so cruisey

really shot ain't so hot

i send a heart to all my dearies 

trying to breath through water

when i look too hard it goes away 

and when it all goes quiet i see they're right here 

i see that i am a little piece of a big big universe 

and that makes it right 

when it all goes quiet behind my eyes i see everything that made me 

flying around in invisible pieces

you've got to learn to take care of people smaller and sweeter than you are 

daddy said brave men don't run from their home 

the entire universe depends on everything fitting together just right 

and if you can fix the broken piece everything can go right back 

12.21.2012

all quotes from beasts of southern wild

happy friday x 

power off the bottom .. roller coasters off the top

wildfox swim line s/s 2013

where has all the sunshine gone 

better to burn out

new moon and new beginnings 

black box meditation 

passion as motivation 

a cross of ashes on my forehead

seeming not to have a care

it feels like winter , and that cold air induces a certain feeling in me

to the brain, i dislike cold, 

the low temperature hurts my skin, 

the coughing hurts my stomach, 

a trekk in the snow seems like a somewhat daunting journey, 

one that, taken during summer and spring, was just so free and light 

is now bundled , layered , heavy 

trudging where i once was traipsing 

but maybe all thats in the brain shall stay up there sometimes in japa silence 

and the heart shall hold a monarchy in the body 

this isn't a two party system all the time 

the heart remembers a feeling.... 

brings on the sound of wind gusts and creeking old window pains 

whistling sighs from shaky iron heaters and the nightly sound of snow trucks keeping roads clear

a craving for velvet and beaded lamps drenched in incense smoke flows through my core

looking out a window to snow covered street lamps 

toasty on the inside , deep feelings coming to the surface like a red rose in bloom

warm sanctuaries with rich colors and tapestries draped on the walls 

an energy that almost whispers all it's secrets right into your realm of knowledge 

hash to make you feel fine as wine

and by my side there you were

it's hard to tell if i miss you or that feeling 

the grace of keeping faith

photo credit to the New York Times 

Breezy Point, New York 

November 2nd 2012

sweet hope in the midst of the bitterness of life

cool kids never have the time

part of me apart from me

and now they say its  m a g i c . . .

fleeting moments and vague impressions

contact the golden light

tigers eye. turquoise. feathers

truth written all over it

chance and chance alone has a message for us. everything that occurs out of necessity, everything expected, repeated day in and day out, is mute.  only chance can speak to us.  we read it's message much as gypsies read the images made by coffee grounds at the bottom of the cup.

milan kundera : the unbearable lightness of being

discovering you're back on earth

Dear Britt, it was so nice talking to you today.  sorry i had to get off the phone.  i was working in the church gift store and a customer came in.  Talk to Our Lady of Guadalupe, she has a lot of pull with Her Son.  Love You, Grandma

north south east west above below within

the seven directions

peace bay ▲†▲ om forest

I'm the mother of a green forest with a purple sky that hangs above. it's east of peace bay, right where the newly transformed butterfly's frolic among the pines.  I've witnessed the trees dress in christmas lights and dance when no ones watching..... the moon creates the rhythm that guides the mood of this ancient ceremony.  all i can do is sit in the mud like a stick, its the best spot because i can understand more from below.  down here i meet the 13 Original Clan mothers and thank them by offering prayers and sacred smoke for allowing me to use their land and foster the energies they create.  and i live on.

✧☽ sugar spectrum senses ☾✧

subconscious relations to perception are deeply woven in our mind 

i lost that . only to discover so much more

for a time i felt so familiar with the energy in every particle of existence

i saw a tree stump with ingrown rivets and felt i knew the history of rain marks on that large dense root

when i looked to the sky i could see the dimensions within the molecules between me and the stars.. above the stars , beyond the galaxy , i could see to the alternate universes

in that time everything makes sense.. in that time there is no way things could be vague because my eye sight is allowing the clairvoyance to be known 

everything around me seems to have a story to tell, everything in gaia is breathing and as alive as ever...... i understand the earth, i know its name

the saltwater runs right through skin and cleansed my soul

that time has passed and im left feeling nostalgic, caught in humanities trap of relative consciousness, knowing so much more exists but having a hard time seeing it...

an inward trip

reblogged from: therootandthevine.tumblr

watch the illusion with unbearable compassion

at times , you go outside and look at the blue sky, the sun beams landing on translucent flowers, 

see the beauty all around 

i walked today to take in the splendor of an afternoon that would never again return

 this time , i kept my eyes still and focused 

not budging to look around for the beauty 

rather, i let it all transcend my being 

it's impossible to plant a garden without getting dirt under your nails

there is thunder in our hearts

there is bound to be someone driven mad by love 

who will give you the chance one of these days 

and when you do find one, observe with care, 

they almost always have crystals in their hearts 

gabriel garcia marquez : love in the time of cholera

then they were gone although i still heard the skate wheels

i want you to buy me 

some high-heeled shoes

black high-heeled shoes 

no, I want them

red. 

Physical Graffiti

in reality, of course, 

life rushes from within 

not from without. 

on the wings of maybe

overexposed

but i find that beauty can lie in the fault lines

as above, so below

integrity 

respect 

quality 

evolve

balance

harmony 

communication 

efficiency