but i always say, the best way to know God is to love many things

spiral out, keep going...

things fall apart 

the center cannot hold 

mere anarchy is loosed upon the world 

-william butler yeats

i have a sonnet in my mind that i want to write

 writing purple poetry with a dripping pen 

hearing steel drum beats enter like waves of tangerine light 

like a crimson rose, soaking in raindrops with petals flourishing outward 

observing from the center and noticing all sorts of color in the gray 

i've been meditating on inhaling a bright white light that encompasses my being as a mist, 

i exhale the light and it leaves my body as a whole spectrum of colors. 

i breath this colorful energy into all thats around me

i open my eyes and see a deeper dimension of color in the world

i take it back in, and return to my inner sanctuary, through this outward realm of mystical light.

you can live in the past, you can fantasize about the future, 

but the real colors around you are a present, 

gravitate toward deeper colors, to deepen awareness.  

be here now

& sunshine's waiting for me a little further down the road

gravitate towards the future with pirouettes 

schitzophrenia rules the brain

you've got a mouthful of diamonds 

and a pocketful of secrets 

i know you're never telling anyone 

because the patterns they control your mind 

those patterns take away my time 

hello, goodbye

like birds flying through a sky guilded with fragrant bubbles

ride a white mare on the footsteps of dawn 

trying to find a women thats never never never been born

 

mysteriously free from the wanderings of my mind, 

feeling like a cloud that gets to float around the sky all day

fill your room with dried flowers and daydreams

there lies a balance in opposites where the border is unruffled.  

it's all a cycle so we mine as well take comfort in the continuity. 

one flash of light, but no smoking crystals

crystals represent earths mysterious, radiant beauty and mans ability to create and destroy

they symbolize the delicate balance of positive and negative energy in life